I suddenly feels like crying when i came to work today, don't what happened. Is it because i'm having pressure at work and i'm stress with the html code / java scripts or i'm sick. Haix, feeling so wierd recently...
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Now i know why i feel so stressed when i work for SMRT. Last time i thought it was because of the lack of sleep that make me always headache. But not, the reason is because i feel like a big liar to all my passenger and i'm afraid that one day i'll received complain from them. I keep thinking "what if i gave my passenger the wrong estimated price to their destination?","what if i received complain one day"... I don't want to be the next one to be terminated by SMRT and i don't want my uncle to get nag by SMRT because of me. That time when cousin came and approached me to work back, i find his words are reasonable. He told me that "this job is so simple, every month take back about $900+ as extra allowance. y not? i'll rather let u earn than others." BUT i was wronged, i lost alot of things when i'm working.
1) LACK OF SLEEP
2) FREEDOM
3) OUTING WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS GETTING LESSER
4) MORE STRESSED
5) WEAK BODY
6) NEGLECT STUDIES
AND
MANY MANY MORE...
My conclusion is " I WANT TO QUIT MY JOB ASAP "...
Rena blogging @ 5/30/2009 08:05:00 PM
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