I'm very tired now!!! Hope i can sleep forever and never wake up!!! Good night people!!!
*Edited @ 9.30PM*
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Having terrible headache and body is aching in class right now, when can i go home...? I think i'm gonna change my lifestyle already, i now promised myself that i'll stop contacting + going out with aunt jenny and i'll stop going up to grandmother's place for at least 1 month or so...! I'm going to spend my money wisely, stay at home if possible and keep quiet if possible...! I suddenly feel like crying, don't know why...! I really feeling very DOWN...! God, please help me...!
*Edited @ 4.10PM*
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As i expected, my groupmates NEVER attend the project class except me and i have to present the proposal MYSELF...! After presenting, that raymond ng ask me to add some creative application into our projects and ask me something which i fucking don't know how to reply! He asked "how am i going to approve your project proposal...?" NARBEY, with alcohol still in my body, i attend the class and did the proposal MYSELF, you think i can do very much mehx...? FUCK FUCK FUCK...! FUCKING HELL...! NARBEY CB, I'M IN BAD MOOD NOW...!
*Edited @ 3.30PM*
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Good morning people!!!
Today i didn't go for morning ashit's lesson cause i overslept due to yesterday night drinking...! Had dinner at the temple yesterday and many things happened...! Feeling fucked up, so i started to drink...! I drank beer and martell (quite a number of cups)...! To my surprised, i'm not drunk...! Haha! I don't think i had enough sleep, so i'm gonna try to sleep back now! Cya!
Rena blogging @ 11/03/2009 09:45:00 AM
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