The weather for this few days is SUPER HOT and it makes me feel so sicked. I want to cut my hair short, maybe tomorrow. Sis came back from japan already and mum was angry with her because she don't want to go straight home after she came back, she went her boyfriend house to stay tonight. That's make mum angry with her 2 times. My eye's closing soon. Take care :)
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Told cousin that i wanna resign and he agreed. Thank you. But he told me that the earliest i could leave is end of june to middle of july. I think it's okay, as long as i could leave. I've also applied off for tonight, that means i'm off for 2 days. Yayness, but i've to study for internet fundamentals cause there's a retest on monday. Just hope that i could pass, a passed will do. Sometime i keep thinking, why will someone be so clever but i'm so stupid. I couldn't understand / memorize the coding. why why why? So stressed. Okay, i wanna get myself prepared to go home now. Update again later.
Rena blogging @ 5/31/2009 05:44:00 AM
I suddenly feels like crying when i came to work today, don't what happened. Is it because i'm having pressure at work and i'm stress with the html code / java scripts or i'm sick. Haix, feeling so wierd recently...
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Now i know why i feel so stressed when i work for SMRT. Last time i thought it was because of the lack of sleep that make me always headache. But not, the reason is because i feel like a big liar to all my passenger and i'm afraid that one day i'll received complain from them. I keep thinking "what if i gave my passenger the wrong estimated price to their destination?","what if i received complain one day"... I don't want to be the next one to be terminated by SMRT and i don't want my uncle to get nag by SMRT because of me. That time when cousin came and approached me to work back, i find his words are reasonable. He told me that "this job is so simple, every month take back about $900+ as extra allowance. y not? i'll rather let u earn than others." BUT i was wronged, i lost alot of things when i'm working.
1) LACK OF SLEEP
2) FREEDOM
3) OUTING WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS GETTING LESSER
4) MORE STRESSED
5) WEAK BODY
6) NEGLECT STUDIES
AND
MANY MANY MORE...
My conclusion is " I WANT TO QUIT MY JOB ASAP "...
Rena blogging @ 5/30/2009 08:05:00 PM
Had 5 hours of sleep just now, actually not enough, but the weather too hot and my room aircon spoilt. Anyway, when i wake up, i saw a box at a living room. I opened it up and was so happy to see what's infront of my eyes. My t-shirt from taiwan had arrived, so beautiful :) This is the best present i've gotten this year. Was supposed to nap awhile after opening the present but a call wake me up again. It was a call from my LONG-LOST FRIEND. Missed her so much and she wished me a belated birthday. Thanks, Bel for remembering my birthday! So touched :)
Rena blogging @ 5/29/2009 06:41:00 PM
Skip afternoon class today and i went to see the doctor. He say that i got urine infection, gave me medicine and ask me to go back again on monday to have a urine check again. The most incredible thing is that the medicine he gave me, make my urine turn ORANGE. Haha. Okay, katherine msn me this afternoon and she told me got retest on monday. Sigh. I'm at work now, update again tomorrow :)
Rena blogging @ 5/28/2009 10:56:00 PM
After 2 night off days, i finally step back to work. Abit lazy at first, but in another about 2 more hours, i'll off my duties and become a student. Today lesson start at 12pm, so i'll go home and have my short nap first. Yesterday lesson was okay, but i seriously don't know what the hack is that teacher teaching. I only know he keep on saying binary code, 0100101. He's a very kind teacher also, letting us go home eariler :) After school, i went home to nap for about 2 hours, then off to work.
That's my everyday life. Was chatting with my mum yesterday also and i told her i very tired. She encouraged me to quit this job or work during holidays only. Therefore, my next plan is, i'll quit this job in july. Okay, gonna watch show now as there's no flight at the moment. Gooder Bye :)
Rena blogging @ 5/28/2009 04:49:00 AM
Today the number of student (from my class) who went to school was pathetic. Only about 10 or lesser, including me, attended :) There's a 2 hour long break in the middle, so afew of my classmate accompanied me to bedok interchange to change taiwan currency and i treat them sushi and ice cream :) It's seems like i'm becoming more & more playful in class. Talking, gossiping, acting, using my laptop to surf net and many more. This is what i'm doing everyday in school, it's like i'm just there for attendance only. I knew i'm wrong but i really don't have the interest in this course of mine at all. For the sake of my mum and dad, i'll just have to complete this course and take a certificate. I mean, i'll do my best to complete this course. Rena, you can do it :)
Rena blogging @ 5/26/2009 09:29:00 PM
Finally :)
Monday, May 25, 2009 |5/25/2009 09:26:00 PM
Finally finished decorating my blog, cute right???
haha :)
Anyway, today i didn't went to morning lesson cause i over slept again...
Test in the afternoon was bad...
Gave up half-way, cause i really cannot remember the feedback form coding...
Ms May say got retest, maybe on friday (but i'm working)...
Was talking to my grandmother just now and we were chatting about work...
I told her that i wanna quit my current job (i've said it many many times already)...
Cause i'm very stressed and tired already, work and study at the same time...
Okay, let me think one more month first...
Gonna sleep soon, Goodnights :)
Rena blogging @ 5/25/2009 09:26:00 PM
This is where i'll share my life with my friends :)
Sunday, May 24, 2009 |5/24/2009 05:17:00 PM
After so long of having a private blog, i wanna have a opened blog for all my friends to know more about me :)
Currently i wanna choose a blogskin for my blog and i'll try my best to blog everyday or everytime when i'm free...
Rena blogging @ 5/24/2009 05:17:00 PM
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