The whole bedok reservoir people seems to know that my grandfather is admitted to the hospital, no matter where we go, most of the people will asked "how's your father / grandfather harx?" OMG, my grandfather so famous :) Just wanna thanks all the prople who is so concern about my grandfather, especially my best partner, FIZAH! Thank you so much for contacting me almost everyday, asking about my grandfather and me. Don't worry, i'll be strong and my grandfather is a real fighter! ♥

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Currently at cousin's house playing with the 2 monsters after visiting grandfather at the hospital. The tubes on his face had been removed by the doctor today and he is feeling abit better but he is having fever now. Hoefully by tomorrow, he will tranferred to the normal ward. Just received a call from mummy and she told me that my scholarship is here. HURRAY! shall report to grandfather later and make him happy :)

I nearly cry just now in front of grandfather when i went in to visit him. It's so hurtful to see him suffering like this but i just couldn't help in any ways. Although he ia awake now, the nurses still tie his hand and leg to prevent him from pulling off his tubes all over his body. There's a big breathing tube at his mouth which makes him unable to talk and this caused him to get frustrated. When i went in with cousin early on, he somehow wanna talk to us, but i just cannot read his mouth language. The only ways for us to communicate is only by him nodding or shaking his head, very poor thing. Doctor told us that if everything is fine, all the tubes will be removed from his body tomorrow and by saturday or sunday, he'll be transferred to the normal ward. Get well soon, ah gong ♥

I'm somehow done with my project presentation after the whole night of not sleeping, but still need afew slide which i don't really know what to do. Anyway, i super HATE people to sleep or sit on my bed, it's dirty can...? Super pissed off with daddy this morning, he slept on bed for his nap. Fuck sia, as if he no bed like that! Make me change my bedsheet early in the morning, kanina lahx! I'll be very blur today as i've not slept for 24hrs already, good luck for the presentation man!

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It's already 2.40am and here i am blogging. It's not that i don't want to sleep, it's because i haven't complete my project. I AM TIRED ALREADY!

It's my first time seeing cousin cry. He keep on blaming himself for causing grandfather to be like this. I've been staying at the ICU ward the whole day, looking and observing grandfather's condition. He seems to be okay, waking up but wanna pull of his tube away. So the doctor put him to sleep again and tie his hand up. Heart pain but no choice. Anyway, there's a guy (who stays afew cubicle away from grandfather) past away just now before we leave the hospital. Heard from his family conversation that he met with a hit-and-run accident while on the way to work this morning and he hit his head / brain. His parents was crying so loud that it really melts my heart. So pitiful!

Oh yahx, just remember that the doctor told aunt jenny that my grandfather is a REAL FIGHTER cause he alredy undergo so many major operation. Although this is not really a big operation compared to the last time, i knew that my grandfather will fight for it. Ah gong, you can do it. Stay strong and get well soon.

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Sister suddenly wake me up at 3.30am, telling me that my grandfather is admitted to the hospital, but his condition is stable. At 8.30am, mummy came home crying and wake me up again, telling me that he is dangerous and need to go for operation. So mummy and i rushed to the hospital but grandfather is already been push in for his operation. Now i'm at the ICU waiting area with grandmother and cousin yvonne. Will update more soon when i have the time.

Fizaa paitao me 2 times this month already! This fucker say will come to school today, but end up going to her boyfriend place and she got whole tons of excuse to cover her absence. NARBEY! Hate her to the MAX man, haha!

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My mood is GONE after receiving sms from god-ma. She told me about the result of cousin's case. It's CONFIRM that cousin had to be in jailed for 6 months. Haix, why everything had to be so sudden. That means cousin is unable to celebrate Dchane's birthday next month (which we already plan to go sentosa hotel). Why why why?

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It's so irritating to see and talk to a black charcoal face infront of you early in the morning and it seems like you're talking to the wall. What the fuck, u think i wanna talk to you arhx. Just because aunt jenny wants me to confirm with her the exam date (so that she could bring me for a holiday), you think i wanna talk to you mehx, THICK SKIN!

This is my FIRST time seeing cousin so sad, i SWEAR! The lawyer spoiled our mood just now during dinner time. Cause my cousin is going to court tomorrow morning, i think it's his FINAL hearing and the lawyer call and tell him "be prepared to go to jail as the judge reject his doctor's letter". WTF, hope he'll still try his best to fight for cousin. *PRAY HARD*

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Skip may's lesson again, cause i went lunch buffet with aunt jenny and cousin hazel at a korean restaurant. Food there not bad but quite expensive. Anyway, feeling sleepy right now, haha!

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Yesterday was mummy's chinese birthday! Dinner at a sea-side restaurant (sembawang area) and i was kissed by mosquito all over because i was wearing dress :) Anyway, accompany cousin hazel to collect her things at yishun after dinner then home sweet home for bed-time!

Today's morning weather was cooling then i force myself to wake up for thomas's lesson. Aunt jenny sms me while i'm on my way to school and i lied to her. Sorry~ Anyway she ask me what time my class end today. The answer should be 6pm but i told her it's 12pm (my first lesson end timing). She asked if i wanna join her for lunch later with cousin hazel and now i'm thinking if i should go lunch with them or continue my lesson after the 1 hour break in school? Omg!

Was supposed to meet up fizaa at 3pm for our projects but we're both very LAZY! so yahx, changed our meet up date to tuesday for our projects instead :) Anyway, while on my way home this morning, i saw a lady (age around 40-50+) fell down infront of me at a over-head bridge stairs. I wanted to help her, but i'm too weak to do so. Maybe her leg suddenly soften then she couldn't walk, so she fell down. I just wanna apologized for not helping her as i'm seriosly too weak to do so. Sorry~!

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Thought of going to the bed yeserday night but suddenly (at 10.30pm) cousin alvin call for me to work (at 11pm). What the hell, @#$%! So no choice, i have to change up then off to work at T2. Took cab down (can claim from company) but was late for about 25 mins. Anyway, now is relaxing time for me, no flight at ALL :)

Was helping out at mummy's store this morning and something disgusting happened. An old ah pek (old man) came and he asked what we're selling today. So i tell him our special today is lontong and xia mian (prawn noodle). This fucking irritating old man, i think he's too horny, say "harx, xia mian (below, private parts), ji bai (cheeby? which also mean how many hundred?)" Fuck sia, if you want, go geylang lahx. Sickening old man, faster go die lahx!

Grandpa strike 4d on wednesday! I suggested him to treat us eat steamboat and tonight we're going :) Hurray, whole family gathering dinner again ♥

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Feel kinda sad after seeing my "ex-lover" going into a new relationship. Don't really know what to say now, just hope that he's happy with his life now.

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Cancelled, my work tonight is cancel! Hurray, cause i'm not prepared to work at the moment :P

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Lazy lazy lazy! Feeling so tired to go out of the house today, don't know why. Anyway, skip school today again. Thought of staying at home the whole day but i just received a call from my "supervisor". He need my help for tonight =.=" Haix, what to do, sian arhx.

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Had the most sweetest & most beautiful dreams in my life today. I just wish that i'll not wake up from that wonderful dream :)

Opps, nearly forget something today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DYLAN OEI JIA LE! He's currently at genting now with his mummy, hope he enjoy himself :)

Plan went on smoothly today :)

(To that person who hurt me so much on monday: i can't be bothered with what's happening between us. If you just wanna treat me as an invisible person, so be it. I just hope that one day you'll REGRET by doing that to me.)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUNT JENNY!
ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER YOU DO AND STAY HAPPY ALWAYS :)

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Went to watch Harry Potter movie with cousin hazel after dinner yesterday night (as now is already 12.50am) to relax myself. Feeling better after sharing some of my problems with her :) Anyway today i'll not be going to school the whole day as i'm going to celebrate aunt jenny's birthday the whole day, together with cousin hazel. Our planning is lunch buffet, then grandmother's house to look after my niece, then whole family for dinner at restaurant again. Yayness, hopefully the plan went on smoothly :) I'm going off to bed now, nights!

Today

Lesson supposed to start at 9am, but now it's 10.10am, only ivan eugene and me in class. Sigh, i really don't know what to say!

Why do i have to see her face and hear her voice almost everyday...? Feel so FUCKED-UP now. EVERYONE IS CHANGING and I HATE THIS FEELING! *all because of you, FUCK*

THANKS FOR HURTING ME SO MUCH! and THANK YOU FOR IGNORING ME TODAY!
I APPRECIATED IT VERY MUCH! (*PS: i'll NOT forget this feeling!)



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Yesterday

FAMILY DAY! Lunch at aunt jenny's house then to tampines for shopping. Dinner with whole family at restaurant because *SECRET* (got occasion, will annouce in afew days time).

There's something that i wanna share on my blog about this little princess name charmaine. She was diagnosed with neuroblastoma (a type cancer). I'm appealing for everyone to donate or help in whichever way you can to save Little Charmaine's life. If you wanna know how you can help, please visit the feisty princess website at http://www.ourfeistyprincess.com/


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Never knew that staying at home could be so boring! Mummy is out to the esplanade theatre for a play on Acrobatic Drama ''Journey To The West''. Sounds nice sia, but she never buy my ticket and all i can say is:"HELP, RENA IS BORED AT HOME!"

Have been quarreling with my mummy for the past few days, maybe because her menopause days is starting. Her attitude tend to be like my grandmother now, loves to compare with others, etc etc. Sigh.

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Feel very fishy in class lately!

To conclude my post: TODAY IS A UNHAPPY DAY FOR ME IN SCHOOL :(

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In class now and i'm stucked with lab 23 (since last week). How to do, how to do, how to do...? STRESS SIA!

My mummy strike 4D la sehx! FIRST PRIZE somemore :) Hope she'll give me some, hehe. My dinner today was POWERFUL! Pizza hut with sister and chinese restaurant with mummy aunt and cousin hazel :D Wowness!

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Reached school at 10.50am and i was the first to reach (supposed to start at 10.30am). Guess how many attended the morning sport & wellness lesson...? The answer is 3, only rani monhtet and me attended. SUPER PATHETIC CAN! After SW, the 3 of us went for our lunch. Then to Ms Ruhaizah's class to slack before attending Thomas's lesson till 4pm.

Gonna crack my brain and think of a class outing soon! Any suggestion...?

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Today lesson finally end at 4.30pm as we keep asking teacher to let us go. He was like doing his thing slowly before he agreed to let us go (WTH, like girl sia!). My head is poking terribly right now, it's like telling me to go and sleeping now. I've to go dinner at grandma's house soon :)

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What a PATHETIC class, lesson was supposed to start at 8am but now (9.20am) only 2 people came. Omg omg omg and it was SO BORING without fizah's noise (haha, she's going to kill me if she read this :P). Anyway, today lesson end at 6pm again and there's a 2hrs break later from 1-3pm. What a day!

Suddenly mood turns bad when i reached home, maybe because of the long hours staying in schools. Plans for dinner tonight at changi village was changed to amk hub. But i'm too tired to go, so when i reached home, i told my mum to pack for me instead and she gets angry. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG...?

Sleepless night again yesterday, every 1-2 hours of sleep, i'll tend to wake up for 10 minutes, then sleep back again. What's wrong with me? I can't eat sleeping pills everyday, but what shall i do to sleep more, any suggestion...?

Ate super strong sleeping pills yesterday night before going to bed and yes, i did knocked off till this afternoon today. (The reason why i ate sleeping pills is because i didn't sleep well for the past few days.) Woke up and went for lunch + shopping with my aunts at compass point. Maybe bacause i didn't sleep enough after eating the pills, i'm feeling drowsiness throghout. Just reached home and i shall rest now. Bye!

Today is mummy's 50th birthday, Happy Birthday Mummy :D
Stay happy & healthy always :)
Will be going dinner with grandparents aunts cousins & mummy tonight and dinner with mummy daddy & sis on monday.

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From today onwards, i try my best to change (character + attitude). Cause i bet with cousin hazel that i'll change to be a GOOD GIRL! RENA, YOU CAN DO IT!

Okay, i'm not going school today again cause i'm having headache, maybe due to the lack of sleep this few days. Can't seems to sleep well this few days, i think because i'm thinking too much. What happened to me...?

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Lifeskill lesson was cancelled and the next lesson starts at 3pm. should i go, should i go, should i go...?

Today's dinner cost me S$51 for 2 pax, not worth the price cause the food was okay only. If like that, i rather go hotel's international buffet or kuishin bo japanese buffet.

Let's see who is 'ACTING' BIG (muahahaha)!

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YOUR SKIN IS AS THICK AS ELEPHANT's SKIN (Hahaha)

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Had a great laugh in the bus just now while on the phone with fizah. We're talking about a girl?, a lesbian?, oh no no no, she's a BITCH. Don't ever tell anybody that you're in ITE, WHAT A SHAME! Cause you have NO LIFE and LOW EDUCATION! Your mentalities is WORST THAN a kindergartner kids!

"WANT SCOLD COME FACE TO FACE"
"FUCK OFF"

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SCHOOL REOPEN TODAY and we must go through this temperature check before we could proceed to our own class. Was laughing out loud after reading fizah's blog about the PCK thingy (it's a secret between fizah and me!) and about a childish people's blog. Anyway, reached home at around 4 plus pm and i told MUMMY AND DADDY about school today :)

LASTLY, I GOT MY PAY TODAY!!!

All my prediction about her was right, so proud of myself :) Let me tell you something, in the first place, ain is NOT in the picture. Anything and everything is fizah and me. AND AND AND in the first place, i NEVER wanted to put your friends into our story. But since now if she wanna join in, i WELCOME her to come to our school on monday also.FCUK, NO NEED TO SCOLD ANYONE ON MSN, COME FACE TO FACE TO SCOLD LAHX! YOU THINK WE SCARE ARHX! You're the one who make things so big. Don't blame us for anything horx. SEE YOU (and hopefully your friends) IN SCHOOL ON MONDAY!

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I knew she'll read my blog and that doesn't mean that i'll be a coward to set my blog as a private one. This is my blog and this is where i'll share my problems and thinking at. If you don't like, please fcuk off here. Anyway, we'll just talk about it on monday. She's just making my blood boil for now.

Was back 30 minutes ago and i was SUPER eager to blog bacause someone just PISSED ME OFF!!! I know you'll be reading this, but i don't care. We're quite serious about this project but you just... If you say you're unwell, then you should not come. I just HATE IT when someone show black face around, wanna leave early without valid reason and bring friends along without helping us. FCUK, what kind of project is this (without teamwork)!

Supposed to meet at vivocity at 11am sharp, but manuela and esther is late. Planning was done at sentosa instead and we went to underwater world as our first stop. Interview 2 groups of tourists and we went to the next stop. I forgot to mention about our planning: manuela and fizah will questioned the tourists, ain take photos, i write down the interview statement and esther will take video (she seems very unhappy). Went to tiger sky tower after that, interviewed another 2. Over to the merlion corner, sky ride and luge station. At the sky ride + the luge station, esther and friends say that they wanna go home. Without her, we questioned the tourists ourselves. Took picture with all the tourists we interviewed, but someone seems very unhappy + uncooperative. I tired my best not to look at her if not i'll be very angry. Everything ended about 3pm, then we went our seperate ways.

What i wanna say is that, at least manuela brings along her guy who help us take pictures and ain followed us till 3pm. Fizah, agreed???

Was supposed to go far east shopping centre for our lunch with aunt jenny and cousin hazel, waited outside that stupid small japanese restaurant for about 1 hour, then aunt jenny started to get angry. Changed our plan to wisma for another japanese lunch meal. Received a call from cousin alvin on my way home, he told me he is going to buy a teacup poodle today which cost S$1700. I believed him but he was lying to me =.= Grandmother house for dinner then home sweet home. Going sentosa with my classmate tomorrow for our project. Hope everything went smoothly :)

Regarding the project, it was supposed to be done by the 5 of us (all girls) from 11am till night time. But end up, manuela is bringing that guy, esther is bringing her ex-girlfriend, ain going to meet up with her friend at 3pm. WTH, WHAT KIND OF GROUP PROJECT IS THIS!!! I've got nothing to say lahx, just hope that they're not fooling around tomorrow. (Lucky fizah's bf is working, if not she also bringing him along. @#$%)

Went to parkway in the afternoon with mummy, aunt jenny and cousin hazel. Home sweet home after 2 hours then wash cousin hazel (4 seater)'s car and aunt jenny (7 seater)'s car. After that, aunt jenny ask me a question "what have you learn today?"
and my answer is "not to buy a 7 seater car, because wash until very tired!" Hahaha. Anyway, i'll be charging myself tonight. Good night :)

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Nearly cried when i leave budget terminal just now, but i hold on to my tears as i don't wish to let the next counter staff know that i'm leaving. Although i don't really like budget terminal duty manager, i'll definately still miss my friends there who entertain me everyday without failed. Thank you and i promised that i'll visit you guys whenever i'm free.

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Both days at terminal 2 was okay, with entertainment and free food from cousin / supervisor alvin. Back to budget terminal today and it was my last day here. Kinda sad but had to leave because of school. Heard that some of my colleague was transferred to vivocity as from tomorrow onwards. Thanks to the SMRT 'manager', as he don't wish to see that few staff at airport. Anyway, i'll be back during holiday (maybe). Gonna watch my show now, will update again when i'm free :)

♥ Name: Rena
♥ Gender: Female
♥ Age: 20
♥ D.O.B: 20.05.1990
♥ Race: Chinese
♥ Religon: Buddhism
♥ Relationship Status: Single



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